right, I'm a clown, in January i booked my theory test for the 19 Feb, re booked it for the 24Th and once again re booked for the 25Th march THAT IS ON THURSDAY I'm gonna fail i just know it.
i cant study it just doesn't work for me I'm shit!
so anyways I'm going to just study hard for the next few days and just go for it, if i fail (no doubt i will) i will rebook again for the following months AND this time i will put 100% into my studying and pass with flying colours +0)(i hope)

anyways Keenan has done me proud this week, hes gone in for his yellow belt at karate/kickboxing hes confident he has done it and i have every faith in him. he looks so professional when hes doing his moves, it almost brings tears to my eyes xxx

Mia is still waiting on hany modeling work... in which the deadline was today for her licence, im such shit ya know, i need a PA i will get that sorted Friday as I'm working tomoz and the day after.

I'm still looking for a 3 bed House prefabley in leyland but having no luck at all, the system is a joke, my son is 11 in a few weeks and having to share a room with his near seven year old sister, its not fair on any of them, they just never have their own space.
i would really want to be away from hear by the summer coz thats when all the fuckin idiots come out to pay drinking and lettin their brats run riot, urgh, i hate it round here, ive much hatred for a hell of a lot of poeple.
ive had to change my phone number again today, which cost me thirty five fuckin quid, as an asshole got my number again and sends constants demented text all day long, i should go to the police ike i had to last time but ya know i just cant be arsed with it all, the sooner where out of this house the better,theres a few lovelys but not enough to make me wonna stay here plus our house is too small, full stop!!!

im nearly thirty aswell which is depressing my best mate has started knockin about with my enermy and i feel i have no fucke but my awesome family which i love dearly ut when i think of friends, i actualy have none, ziltch zero as ive grown up ive realised who my real friends are and thats it im down to zero, fuckin marvolous!
im sure ya ment to have a big do when ya thirty with al ya mates and get dressed up and get messy but nope not this lady, ill prob be workin or gettin drunk on my own twittering and facebooking, thats my sad life that i lead.
i do love twitter though, well love is a bit of a strong word, but ive met some great people on there, i spend a hell of a lot of time there aswell. facebook is lame these days all the fun has gone out of it.

looking forward to summer hols, where going to spain again to stay ay my grandma's place nice cheap hoiday, gets us away from not so sunny leyland,my friend (whos friends with the enermy is mena be coming but she never answers my cals or ewt anymore so there loss) next year though, im gonna go for a biggy an all incusive for me and the kids, gonna see if my mum and dad will come though coz it be better with a bit of company, im excited for it all ready and its not even booked.

well im still a fat fooker aswell but i dont really bother ive not gained any or lost any every 4 weeks when i wiegh my self i still way the same so, lo nay mind.

where going to the wrestlemania tour in about 3 weeks 11th aprill me the kids and my mum and dad or coming along, theyve never been before, they dont even know anything about thee wwe LOLOLOL they will hav a great time tho as the atmosphere is emense, i canny fackin wait, kids love it too, we get floor seats, so tey vanish to the barriers everytime t try and get some skin of the superstars, and they do, kee has touched a few and HHH rubbed mias head.. aslong as cena is there ill be one happy mo fo. EEEEEKkkk
our bentley is coming on brilliant, hes just over one now, he still loves to chew things lol
he goes to dog school and hes good at walking sitting healing, staying, but when hes of that lead, he just doesnt listen at all, but bless him, hes so cute,

anyways, im signin off, im naggin on, i love this place, i can just say what ever i like and no one need bother, nless they read it of course then they may be bothered haha chow for now =0))